November 16, 2010

Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed 11/14.
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed 11/15.
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened. completed 11/16
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.

day No. 3
your first kiss.

oh boy, so now they wanna hear about my first kiss? i really hate telling this story. and it's not because i'm ashamed of it in anyway or somehow regret it like most people do, it just is always an awkward situation when people want to hear this story. looking back on it, i was still so young, although i felt like a complete grown up at the time. it was my freshan year, i was almost 14, and i was head over heels in complete and utter like with this kid. his name was Nick Menendez. a tall, dark, and handsome kind of kid whose smile could melt the heart of any female anywhere. he had in fact just chosen me to be his "girlfriend" at the time and i felt like i was on top of the world. we were walking together, hand in hand towards my bus. (i know, typical junior high setup right?) we were walking and talking and laughing and i felt as if my day could not get any better. until the moment when he looked me straight in the eyes, and i looked back in his. those enormous puppydog, brown eyes. just too cute to resist. a million thoughts were running through my mind but before i could figure out exactly what to do next, he kissed me. so soft and so quick i almost didn't even know what hit me. then as any normal preteen boy would, he just hurried off his way, only turning around to give me one quick wave. and then it was over. fortunately, i had major butterflies at that point, and my feelings of like moved into some deeper feelings of like. like, he moved into every space on my top five. that strong. ;) anyways, that's it. we lasted a few more months as a couple, but i ended up breaking his heart. what a big jerk i am. but you know, everything happens for a reason and we are still great friends to this day. but you know, i never got to hear his feelings about the kiss. his thoughts afterwards, or in the moment. someday i would really like to share those with him. cause i can tell you right now, my thoughts were hilarious. at the time all i could think about was how nervous i was, and how totally awesome his hair looked that day. and afterwards i thought something along the lines of, we're gonna last forever. HAHA. anyways, i would like to thank you now Nick for sharing that fantastic moment with me, and giving me something that i will always remember you by.

i would like to have everyone note that i was Nicky's first kiss that day too AND his first date. i believe i deserve some sort of brownie points for that! bahahahaha, (:


missijay said...

bahahaha i remember that day,,i'm pretty sure you called me right as you got home.
i also remeber you having troubles breaking up with him... haa i had to go up to tell him not to get you a christmas present.
Ohh good times!

Timera said...

hahahahaha nick!? that's so cute, :)