what i love:
*my roommates have all been super nice and friendly.
*my cousin julie, who is also my roommate, i feel is soon to become one of my best friends. along with cassady, my gracious friend who is on drill team with me.
*my classes are so fun and interesting. i can finally learn about things i want to know about. not what the state tells me i have to learn.
*independance. no curfew, no real rules, just me and my own responsibility. nobody to tuck me in or call me to come home. i have to do things for myself. cook, clean, sleep, do my homework.
it is rewarding to have the satisfaction of doing things for myself.
what is hard:
*missing my family. homesickness is kinda kicking me in the butt. i miss mommy's home cooking, daddy's love, courtney's laugh, hannah's talks, and bowen's sweet smile.
*being poor, and not having time for a job.
*having no car. limits my freedom just a bit.
*missing my friends from home.
*missing tanner, i just wanna give him the biggest hug in the world. something is starting to feel off though....something is shifting. i don't know what to do about it though.
maybe, i am just a freaker.
but my experience down here at snow college has been so fun thus far.afctivities every night. new friends and faces everywhere i go. it's going to be an incredible learning and growing experience for me.