i've tried, and i thought that i had such a friend before. turns out, you never can control anyone else. and everyone will end up disappointing you if you give them enough time.
i would like to respond to this anonymous reader today. i want them to know that there is always someone looking out for them no matter what. if i can help even in the smallest way, i want to try. anonymous, whoever you may be, it sounds like you have experienced a difficult time in your life. dealing with issues that have to do with people, especially friends, can be the most challenging at times. sometimes we give people a part of ourselves and when they decide to walk away from us, they take that part with them, and we may never get it back. there are moments when it feels like things will never be okay, and that all people in this world are just out to hurt us. i know, cause i have been there. i know what it is like to be the lowest of the low, and to feel like life was not even worth living. if people, my friends, could not love me then what use was i? i am here to tell you reader, that there is hope. although it may seem like it, not every single person in our life wants to hurt us. not every single person we come across wants to cause us pain. but remember here, almost every single person will dissapoint you, and that is because no human is perfect. we all do things we regret. we ALL will do things to hurt or dissapoint the people we love, but that does not mean that we no longer love them. some people may walk away, and that does hurt, more than almost anything. but there are some who want to stay. those are the people you should live for. those are the ones you should be seeking. i know you may think they don't exist but they do. just give live a little bit of faith. give it some time. you will see that. but only if you allow yourself to see it. i promise there are good things in this life and good people to experience it with. don't let the selfish mistakes of others influence how you feel about the rest of the world. i believe people are good. and there is someone out there who needs you just as much as you need them. just keep looking. don't give up. you will find them.
-shine on, glitter girl.